๐พ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ถ๐ผ ๐ซ๐ฌ๐บ๐ฐ๐น๐ฐ๐ต๐ฎ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐????
๐ฐ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐น๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ต ๐๐ถ๐ผ๐น ๐ฉ๐ฌ๐ณ๐ณ๐...
Something has been growing and pushing inside me for months now....and Iโm sooo ready to give birth to it and share it with you already!!
TRUTH be told...itโs not quite happening yet. Something doesnโt feel right and I find myself pushing against something thatโs not ready or willing...
Can you relate? To the frustration of knowing you have something BIG inside of you, dying to be birthed and unleashed onto the world. Itโs who you ARE, your heart, your journey.. and you know it could help so many people....
But everyday that passes, as you watch and compare yourself to the women who seem to effortlessly give birth to their gifts...you feel the mounting pressure and doubt inside of you grow...???
But itโs in the wait...that you learn so much about ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐.
Though we were born female, we have learned to lead with our masculine energy...the doer, the aggressor, the initiator, that wants results, gratification, validation. Right. NOW.
Yet, it is our feminine energy that is THE GIFT...the force which creates life, that gives LIFE from passion, flow, creativity and pleasure.
She does not thrive in lack, frustration and expectation, and what she offers doesnโt feel safe to be birthed in an environment of judgement, guilt or shame.
When we allow our masculine to lead, we lead by want and haste...by the need to prove ourselves and our worth. Pushing, penetrating and forcing against the innate intelligence within us...that knows...when things are opening and flowing...and itโs time to actually start pushing.
While in the wait...the feminine calls in support... of her family, friends, and sisters, her doctors, doulas and midwives.
And...๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐.
SHE learns to breathe in INTENTION and breathe out EXPECTATION.
SHE learns to breathe in WORTHINESS and breathe out LACK.
SHE TRUSTS what is meant for her, will come to her. What she desires, will be hers.
So PLAN, AIM, STRIVE...but remember to do it WITH...
GRACE...๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ถ๐ผ.
Listen to your body, to your feminine instincts. Trust in the wait. Breathe in anticipation. Rest in your worthiness.
๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ผ๐ต๐ฐ๐ธ๐ผ๐ฌ ๐จ๐ต๐ซ ๐ด๐จ๐ฎ๐ต๐ฐ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ช๐ฌ๐ต๐ป ๐ฑ๐ถ๐ผ๐น๐ต๐ฌ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐.
You CAN have it all...
If youโre willing to believe you wonโt lose it...
and youโre willing to learn how to hold it.
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๐พ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ถ๐ผ ๐ซ๐ฌ๐บ๐ฐ๐น๐ฐ๐ต๐ฎ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐????
Dedicated to ALL my worthy sisters who have held space on this journey with me. Love you so much xoxo.