In the middle of a breakdown of your life, when the news is causing your avatar to malfunction, when the healing process is taking months longer than you expected, when you have held your shit together for 6 straight days and your hair is falling out, your body is shutting down, and your kids are convinced that youโre mutating...
sometimes... it has to be ok.... that youโre not ok.
Having been in this conscious personal development for quite some time, I catch myself doing this thing where I want to press the โskip forwardโ button to where the message or the lesson is in the experience.
Youโre so cute Jamie.. thatโs right... letโs float over that process shall we? Ya, we get the message already, we donโt have to feel some of this.
We soooo already know whatโs happening here... itโs cute... until my body gives me immediate feedback lol.
Now hereโs the thing, the more awareness one has and the more emotionally grounded one becomes, the easier it is to move through processes quicker and with great wisdom.
And, the ego just gets more clever at coping and hiding. Not necessarily a bad thing! So hold up...
While mental strength and emotional tolerance are really effective traits, they can sometimes... sometimes... cover up a blind spot of emotional pain or discomfort.
This blindspot is often where the juice is.
The mind is so clever...
๐พ๐๐๐ ๐๐, ๐๐ ๐๐๐
๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ถ๐ฒ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐น๐บ๐ป ๐๐๐
๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ต๐ถ๐ป ๐ฉ๐ฌ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฎ ๐ถ๐ฒ?
What if, to get to the other side of the message or the lesson, you had to first sit with truth serum and get honest about where you are at in the NOW?
It becomes easier to hear God in the chaos when I sit long enough with it...
So ask yourself... โhave I been using my strength, tolerance, business, and task list to avoid sitting with the Truth of what is occurring in my life?โ
๐จ๐๐
๐๐ ๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ ๐ถ๐ฒ... ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐?