I am not my story
I am not my story... I have one... and I have changed it over and over again.
I could write you a book on how many times I have rewritten my narrative...
How many times I have surrendered to the process God graciously drop-kicked me into.
How many times I have confronted my identity that was built upon fractured comparisons.
How many times I have gone into the same wound and cleaned it one more layer.
How many people I have let down and let go of in the name of growth and self love.
How many moments I met shame face to face.
How many stories about who I “thought” I was, that I HAD to put down to uncover who I am “becoming”.
How many moments I have forgiven myself and others.
How many times I thought I “got” what vulnerability was until I met pain and felt messier emotions in a different way.
How many times I have met and STILL meet unhealed trauma... that is straight CHILLIN in the shadow work.
How many bitter red pills I had to swallow to see beyond the illusion I created and bought into.
How many times I risked judgment, rejection, loss of control, pain, and abandonment because I was so deeply committed to becoming a woman so confident in her skin, full of self love, and passionately driven with purpose... that I was willing to surrender my ego to find out how big I could become... and STILL play this game daily with myself?
It just might make sense why I no longer apologize for even a second... for who I am, what I choose, and what I believe.
I FOUGHT with surrender to become the woman you see today...
And with Grace...
I surrender once again
Put down what I know...
And free fall...
Again... lol
Into the simulation God has me in now.
Cause to me, not knowing where I am going, how I will arrive, or what I will face along the way, but choose walk with faith and trust anyway?
That’s some #Queenshit right there...
What are you willing to face over and over again to meet the “who” you are becoming?
If you are ready and willing to meet those parts of yourself, and get that you don’t have to walk alone, reach out.
I just opened up two 1-on-1 spots and will be receiving new applicants this month.
I know the dark hallways well... and better yet, how to move through them. It is my MISSION to help you do the same.
LETS GOOOOO!!!