Are you afraid to die to yourself?

Are you afraid to die... to yourself?

The shedding process is like a million rebirths in a single second of cosmic time.

First, 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐈𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐫𝐮𝐩𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧... something feels off. Am I not happy? I’m not happy. I am doing everything I need to do, what is this emptiness? Why does it feel like something is missing? Is this depression? I feel numb. Who am I? I’m so tired of feeling like this. I’m unfulfilled. This doesn’t feel like me anymore...

Second, 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐐𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠... Is this really my life? Is this all there is? Who am I really? Is what they say about me really true? Why can’t I open my own business? Am I really supposed to be in this relationship? Why do I keep feeling this small fire burning inside of me that won’t quit?

Third, 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐀𝐰𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠... Wow, I have been repressing these feelings for years, ever since... I didn’t realize that my parents divorce affected me so much... I didn’t realize I put myself down so much... I have a lot of healing to do... is this a pattern? How long have I been doing this? My mom does this too. What I said last night wasn’t healthy- I wonder what has me react this way? I don’t know how to change this but I want to...

Fourth, the 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐑𝐞𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐦𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠.... I am responsible for my life and everything in it... I caught myself before I reacted! Go me! It’s been almost 6 hours since I thought... ohh man I found another hidden limited belief! I define who I am.

The process? Is a process... you must bring a few things for your journey: surrender, trust, compassion, grace, and above all, faith.

Where are you in your process?

Did I mention that this Phoenix process can happen over and over and over again.....?

𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐧𝐨 𝐯𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐲 𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐝𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐆𝐨𝐝 𝐢𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐬𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐟𝐨𝐫... 𝐬𝐚𝐲 "𝐲𝐞𝐬" 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐜𝐞𝐬𝐬